In 1926, Aurelia F. Schober, 20 years old, “to make a
black day brighter” bought a copy of Sara Teasdale’s newest book of poems, Dark
of the Moon. On the flyleaf Aurelia wrote her name and “December 29,
1926.” With an ultra-fine pen she underlined,
checkmarked, and bracketed titles, lines, and stanzas. Sprinkled throughout the book’s 91 pages
are 14 annotations in the tiniest Gregg shorthand I have ever seen.
Two decades later Aurelia’s daughter Sylvia Plath affixed
her bookplate to the same flyleaf, signing it in her distinctive rounded hand
and heavy black ink. That ink appears elsewhere in the book only as a
checkmark in the Table of Contents alongside the title “Effigy of a Nun.” Aurelia
had long before judged that poem as “really very excellent and it’s different.”
Sylvia could not read her mother’s shorthand but singled out that poem too.
Dark of the Moon
is the only book in Lilly Library’s Sylvia Plath archive claimed and autographed by mother
and daughter. [1] Aurelia’s shorthand annotations show her weighing her
attachment to “Karl.” My research identified him as a professor of engineering, Aurelia’s first love, 22 years older than she. In October 1926 Aurelia
brought Karl home to meet her parents. He also spent Christmas with the family. In his diaries he described these as heartwarming occasions. By December 29, Aurelia’s
mother had told her Karl was too old and to tell him goodbye. Privately, in shorthand her family could not read,
Aurelia made her own decision, which I transcribed and placed in
context in the table below. As a decoy for any nosy parent or sibling, Aurelia wrote one comment in plain English.
Sylvia discovered her mother’s copy of Dark of the Moon at age 14 and exclaimed in her diary, “What I wouldn’t give to be able to write like this!” Teasdale’s poem “An End” frames Sylvia’s first published short story “And Summer Will Not Come Again” (1950). It’s a cruel little tale: Girl meets Boy, then one day sees him with another girl and jealously confronts him. Girl loses Boy and it’s all her own fault. The end of the story quotes the poem:
With my own will I turned the summer from me
And summer will not come to me again.
The first line of Teasdale’s poem “Appraisal” echoes in Sylvia’s early poem “Ballad Banale”:
Never think she loves him wholly.
Others have documented Teasdale’s
influence on Sylvia’s poetry, but how and why this book got to Sylvia only the shorthand tells.
[1] There were other such books, not in the Lilly Library’s Plath collection.
Click to clarify and enlarge the transcription table [it has a second page]:
